ii’m stuck somewhere between
knowing and feeling
taking and stealing
asking and kneeling
how does he jolt me to
ii dont even want to try
ii wouldn’t know where to
it wouldn’t be fair for him to die
and he knows better
chasing tigers only
turns you into meat
and ii would take it all
his flesh is not that sweet
but ii smell that scent from anywhere
and ii want to
taste that waste
paste his bones to blood
and sip the passion as it leaks
milk the torture as it speaks
into me
under mine
ii am Reason’s concubine
but when Reason doesn’t pay me
ii abandon
and ii wander, lost inside myself
ii wander deep
in sleepless dream and pantomime
time just lost its purpose meaning
ii am far from here
yet the cycle continues to crawl
the clouds continue to rise
and the stars begin to fall
one day he will hear my call
smell us all
and eat
and Reason will be hungry
but She won’t feed on defeat
